that is taking me for granted right? Or not?
Ok... I want to agree with you, but I can't. The cards do though!
The cards do say that he's doing this as a last resort, but because he knows he is safe. I think he feels confident that if he decides to come back that he knows he can reawaken your feelings for him again, and you will accept him back.
The reason I can't agree is because I do think you have set yourself up like this. That you have showed him you're too willing to be there. In his mind, he has already decided well she was willing then, why not now?
When did being a safe place mean so little?
Because I think, for him, it started as a an affair rather than real love. I don't mean that he was with other women, but that he was thinking of this in short-term dating versus going serious with you.
What do you mean exactly?
You dated your instructor and despite things falling out little by little and what seems awkwardly you chose to be there. Perhaps if it were him in your shoes, he would have avoided the situation all together, and may have even ran.
Does he know that he 'created' this awkward situation with me?
How does he feel about it?
That there was nothing he could do as circumstances were not allowing him to do what he wanted. He had to withdraw.
And also, is it still likely that he will want to meet me and talk anytime soon?
Yes, as he does want to "restart" his life. It may be as early as the 6th of April by what the cards show
With his little episodes, it almost gave me an impression that he could be on steroids as those are some of the same symptoms, but I asked and the cards do not show anything like that. I just think it is in his personality to run away from issues and to be a bit moody, but nothing really drastic as it being a clinical or drug issue as I had thought. He just seems difficult.
The cards keep telling me to follow your dreams. But in the long run, I think it should be something that you really do believe you can do. I think that you have doubts in your dancing, and that's damaging in a sense. I think that you'll continue that doubt, but that perhaps it's that you have a desire be respected and viewed as a pillar of society. Perhaps that you want to help people from all walks of life and be someone that can bring some sort of balance and equality.
Hey, have you ever thought of becoming a politician or to fight for women's rights or children's right? Maybe you could be a world leader?