what kind of plans backfired?
That he didn't get what he wanted from you. His realization that this was as far as it was going made him stop things. I think he feels he was begging and there was a limit for him to do so.
If your cards show that he doesn’t want us to be friends why should I bother?
I think I muddled things. I asked together if he wanted and needed your friendship.
He may want it, but he doesn't need it. He knows this. I also think that you're the one still in love with him. You're the one wanting to hold on to him.
So he still feels something for me, maybe that’s why I still feel his presence, are we still connected or is just me that feels it?
The connection, the attraction is still there, but it is over now. I think that you're the one with hope that this love can be rekindled.
What do your cards tell about this?
Negotiation + Palace + Commitment
Maybe some bitterness, that you want to think that your life isn't bad without him, but that you want him to know that you're better since him. You have to move on to better things as they are waiting for you.
Can you tell me if I will succeed on this one?
Not entirely, at first you will have a good start and maybe advance, but something is going to stop you. Perhaps, that psychology isn't exactly the thing you're supposed to be in but maybe a branch of it or something else that you can do to help people. It may be something new and something you will think of and possibly invent.
Thank you, too, Maria.